(ugly picture of me, funny picture of Kaleb--this is his "I'm scared, so I'll stick my fingers in my mouth" face)Kaleb started preschool on Wednesday! I've been stressed for weeks trying to decide if I should sign him up or not, but I finally did it the day before the ice cream social night where he met his teacher and checked out the classroom. Why did I wait until the last second to decide?
1. I'm extremely cheap. And preschool is NOT cheap.
2. Everyone I talked to said preschool doesn't help academically, but socially . . . and he's fine socially.
3. Guilt. I felt guilty when I dropped him off the first day! I kept thinking, "he's only 3! Why are you leaving your baby?" Very dramatic, but it's what I thought.
4. He's going to be in school for the next 16 + years, so let him be a kid for a little longer.
One day, as I was deliberating over what to do, the rain decided for me. I know, the rain? But it's true. We've enjoyed weeks of long days, playing outside at the park, riding bikes, camping (maybe I shouldn't mention that), swimming, etc. Well, I forgot about the rain until one day last week it rained ALL day. And then I remembered what winter is like stuck inside, trying to stay occupied and keeping the kids from killing each other. After that long rainy day, I knew that Kaleb was FOR SURE going to preschool. We needed some structure, something fun we both get to participate in (I get to volunteer in the classroom), and he needed something away from his annoying Mom.
So, all week he's been talking about school ( I was careful not to mention it for fear he would hate the idea if I suggested it). He kept saying, "Mom, I'm so excited to go to school and go to the fair!" He also kept asking if I was going to go with him to school. When we got there, he refused to wear a name tag (because I told him how cute it was) and then ran off to play with some boys. He never looked back so I left. But, when I came to pick him up, he asked if I missed him. When I said I did, he said, "Yeah, I missed you too. Well . . . I guess I can't go to school cause you miss me too much." I tried not to laugh, but told him I would be okay for a few hours without him.